The Ulm Pishkun
On the lips of the
Blackfeet the word pishkun means
"deep blood kettle," a reference to the jumping buffalo of
buffalo-jumping days. It is a concave rock face—and it looks like a face—with
two osprey aeries for eyes, wide willow habitations, and the cracked granite
mouth split through a seam of shale like an old man shooting his granddaughter
a wry, wrinkled countenance. There is an unshaven, sun-shielded stubble chin at
the bottom, the yellow meadow grasses growing deep in the penumbras of a
coulee. Scouring the high plain I see the day in late April, the medicine woman
swooshing her thistle-painted skirt, the huntsmen rallying in a wide u-shaped
wavelength, pawing the ground with hundreds of moccasins made from the
fraternity of the iniwa, the
buffalo's kindred. As the men shake their spears the paramount hunter races in
with a torch pine. He lights the tall sawgrass surrounding his quarry; fires
rise and vacillate like the arms of octopi, and the bison runs with his shaggy
hide and his fat slapping his legs, stumbling and stuttering over the precipice.
After, the entire party files down and surrounds the
kill. The youngest boy leans in, presses his arms into the wooly brown body,
and nudges the big black horn with the top of his head. He says, "Brother,
brother, we are the dwellers of the backbone of the earth. Iiníí, forgive us, for we have done
this thing."
Three Bighorn Rams at Gibson Reservoir
Backpacking.
The lake smells of sulfite and honey, not a clover-honey you bottle and lick
off fingers but a honey that lingers near bramble and jasper with a sugary redolence
that asks of one nothing but to taste, recalls the thin-leafed essence of pinot
noir or the musked honeydew scent of newsprint on a daughter's hands at
breakfast. Wind-riffled waves come in low, each clambering over the next, a
skyscraper built in rapid sections, notebook paper piling over two years at the
corner of a credenza. About sixty feet above on a flat outcropping overlooking
the canyon, three fever-yellow haunches camouflage against the marigold of
winter-dried Indian paintbrushes and mountain cacti—a troop of bighorns! One
can scarcely see them as they march up the north limestone face, except for the
fat black horns, keratin-spears curled twice around like Byzantine sabers. A
gunpowder crack echoes down the Bob Marshall sluices. Each ram rears his two
front hooves and scrabbles, almost glides, up the near pass, back legs twisting
over rocks and crackle bushes as if memorized, mathematician-rote, worked it
through on a chalkboard the night before, prefigured each step on the
banana-wood beads of an abacus. I see their black tails flash, strobe-like,
like the eyes of Monongahela lizards as they bound over the other side; the
wide funnel-antlers christen their heads in the manner of jojoba berry censers,
Muhajadeen turbans, or the miters of Inquisition priests chasing a quarry of
heretics past Galicia, Extremadura, and La Rioja, pursuing the large
wool-bearded men who will give up at last, heat-choking, on the Strait of
Gibraltar. Anxious voices rise in pitch, send ululations to the Atlantic. They
notch the pepper tree for a hanging post.
- first published in the May 2005 issue of The Quarry
A Dead Animal in the Bob Marshall Wilderness
There is the skin of some animal here, though
what it is is hard to say. It appears
to've been ripped straight off the muscle
and bone, stripped clean as one does
with a Christmas ham. Looking closer, I see
black midges smaller than semicolons
scuttling over the hide. Its hairs
lie slicked down and feel wet to the touch
as I smooth them under my palms. A
shudder goes up from my pelvis, through
my iliac to my lumbar to my brain
stem. A death;
the ravages of an animal in the forest. A
beaver, perhaps, or a bobcat. Don't tell me
I shouldn't feel this way. Feelings can't be helped.
A death. The death of something shaggy, soulful, and alive.
Brent McCafferty has had poems published in The Teacher's Selection Anthology of Poetry,
The Quarry, and The Indented Pillow. He is a 21-year-old BA English graduate
of St. Olaf College, and is currently applying to graduate programs in Creative Writing.
For the next year, he will be working at Montana State University in his hometown, Great Falls, Montana.
Email: Brent McCafferty
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